solution

all i ever asked her to do
was leave me the hell alone,
and even that should couldnt listen to.
now im stuck with her
in my thoughts after the lights
go out,
and i cant keep her voice
from shaking me
in the shower every morning.
she always says the same thing,
and its never been what i wanted to hear.
tomorrow i begin trying
to drink her out of my mind.
or at least drink someone else into it.